Being True to myself

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I have put a lot of thought into where I see myself in 10 years, and 10 years from now, all I see is OB.  So, my thought, at that point, was "Why delay it?"

If OB is what I want, then OB is what I am going to strive for.  3 L&D positions opened up since May 22nd, and I have just sent Rae an e-mail asking her to contact me so that I can either meet with her, talk to her on the phone or correspond via e-mail.

I have been getting either denied (quickly) or not responded to when applying to OB positions, so if I am going to get a chance anywhere, it would be Dameron, right?  I am being honest with all of the hospitals that I am applying to right now, why would I get into something totally different at Dameron?

Ho-Hum.....Excited, nervous, a little worried.  I want to make the best decision for me.

So, as far as picturing myself 10 years from now.....
If I were to work in L&D right away, I would like to work for about 3 years, then apply to UCSF's Midwifery program (I haven't researched many other midwife programs, but UCSF has many great qualities).  If I got into that program, it would take 2 solid years.  So, potentially, I could be a midwife by the time I am 36.

Avery would be 9 and Mason would be 7.  Still babies. 

Why do I have to be such a planner?

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